Its now down to 2 weeks-the days just keep flying by one by one-as if almost never happening. Its hard to know what to say in this moment of goodbye-though there is so much just sitting at the tip of my tongue, waiting to be said by me, to be heard by you. Its not that Im scared, but in AH of the unknowing and the all knowing-inlove with what I cannot have. I do not want to stay here, I must go to grow and change-what else is there but change?

Well I think I’m heading south for the winter. My friend Libby who is also a massage therapist usually heads down to Belize for the winter to work doing massage but this year she isn’t going and has offered me the position. This is it-what I have been waiting for. Half the reason why I got licensed in massage therapy was so that I could travel the world and still be able to work. Its funny though how my attachment to this life I have here in the city tries to hold me back from what I’m ment to do. Its no one else but me that can make the changes in my life that need to happen. I want to be free-

The last festival of the season-left around 10pm for the long 12 hour drive to Angels Camp CA for the last and most enchanting festival of the summer-SYMBIOSIS. This weekend symbolized a change in seasons, revising from light into darkness, the fall equinox. My main focus going down there was having one last weekend of healing and sanctuary and connection with mother gaia. Everyone was down there-portland seriously represented! Music all day and into the late hours of the night. We danced around with the trees, and huddled together around blazing fires. Late at night, walking too and from, nothing would have to be said for there was a deep conscious understanding of one another that was flowing through us all. We are all one. The drive back was long and strenuous but well worth it. Farewell dear summer, welcome autumn.

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